Starting life over again

 For as long as I can remember I have just existed I have never been anyone favorite person pretty sure my parents don't even like me most the time. I have spent the most of my life trying to earn someone's love because being me was never enough. Pretty sure that all started in high school When my parents got divorced and my life turned upside down. I lost the house I grew up in, I Lost my step dad who for as long as I can remember is my dad. My 2 step sisters who I spent the last 10 plus years with everyday were now strangers who I saw every now and then in the hallways at school. I remember feeling pain that I never new existed I remember one day while sitting in our new apartment (which I hated) watching girl interrupted and she drank a 1/5 of vodka and followed it with a bottle of Advil. I was young and dumb and with what I know now its not gonna do anything but give me a really bad hangover in the morning and I'll spend a lot of time hanging out around the toilet. What...

 Welcome To starting over! My name is is Ashlynn and I am hoping at least one person gets some comfort in knowing that what your going thru someone else is probably going thru as well! Trust me I have been thru my share of stuff in my last 40 years and somehow I always make it out the other side maybe a little more bruised then I went in with but I have always landed on my feet! I am convicted felon,A Recovering addict a domestic violence survivor and A mom to 2 amazing boys I have put up for adoption along the way! on my blog I will post my stories my outcome and the day to day stuff that sometimes just feels like too much even for me!please join in tell your stories better yet tell us (me) how you came out the other side! I have a head full of useful knowledge to most but if you're struggling I can try to point you in the right direction.